How far am I from THE SOURCE

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This is a body of text that I'm writing. I'm writing this body of text. This is precious information. I think the information is precious. I think it's precious because it is today's diary entry. Life is about beautiful things and beautiful people. If you think the world looks good, guess what: It does. It's not anybody's fault that love is the only thought and pain is the only feeling. If you ask me, that doesn't sound like such a bad situation. Existence is innocent, plеase don't try to think otherwise. At this point, I feel like I'm almost one hundred percent pure angel. People need to stop trying to be cool and they need to start trying to be hot. Because, remember, the enemy is yourself posed as a question. I'm not exactly sure how to write about love or life in a way better than that song. I'm not sure what kinda of vulnerable text I could write in here that would make this website worth visiting for you. I want to make it worth visiting to you. Do you miss me? Do you love me? Did I love you? Is love realy the only thought. I can apply it to pretty much every instance of any action I've ever taken or not taken, especially if you count the absence of thinking about love as technically thinking about love. I saw something like if you walk into a room and something isn't there, but that's all you can think about, then it kinda is there. I hate seeing myself one way and having other people see me another way. Although, most times I believe this is to my benefit. I try to confess as much as possible, even though I heard that's pretty much the opposite of what you're supposed to do. The compulsion feels too good to let go of, the freedom of living without secret, without burden, without anything really... I appreciate it. I think I'm one of the few people that wants to know the future exactly. Because I don't think it would change anything for me. I think very few things would change my given circumstances (emotionally). Everyday I wake up and want to be better, I want to make art, I want to spread love, I want to eat a really good sandwich. I want to meet everyone in the world. The superpower I would choose to have if I could have any would be to possess the ability to communicate with any creature. I have the opportunity to learn a new language for free at the UN, and I don't know which langauge to pick. I don't know what door of the universe to open up for myself and my loved ones. I guess if I had infinite money, I'd just fund bigger projects for myself, buy a big house for all my friends, and spend all day learning languages.